Friday, April 12, 2019

小确幸

今天听着钟铉的歌,非常有感触。想来写一篇中文的 blog.
其实我个人觉得英文无论写的多贴切,比喻得多好都很难比中文写得更深入心底。这也是为什么我看戏还是喜欢看中文字幕,尤其是看爱情剧的时候 😂

有时候我还真的是会担心自己华语在退步,我这是隔了多久才打中字呢。马来文我好像已经忘得七七八八了。上班的时候也是在说英文,又是一个人住,只有回去槟城家的时候才会和家人说。
我怎么莫名离题了呢...

就说说近况。我四月才刚搬家了。
从西边搬到东边,非常靠近樟宜机场却好像离市区远了些..
办公室也搬了。换了份工作。依然在Dell,只是不同部门。新的办公室呢一切都很新,很美好,应有尽有,只是食物很贵... 所以我连午餐都自备了。

新家呢房间比之前大很多。厕所也大,只是水压很小..世界上没有事情是完美的。
厨房客厅也很大。只是这个家走到巴士站或mrt多个300-400m. 你会觉得没什么吧?
我之前的家巴士站和mrt就在楼下而且还不用日晒雨淋。宠坏了。

心情呢,老实说之前压力很大,现在感觉比较好。虽然换工作换部门在这公司是家常便饭,但是我这次换了完完全全不一样的工作。怎么说呢。我之前是 Controller 基本上不看 actual cash, 只看 revenue, margin, opex还有一些 business operations 的东西。我现在进了 Treasury team, 看的就是钱,真的钱,从来没有想过会那么复杂。但也是因为公司很大,国家很多,最近又刚重返公开股市。我的小脑袋正努力学习中。

为什么听了钟铉的歌会想写写近况呢..

其实是因为每次听见他声音里的痛,都觉得很心痛,感觉好像他觉得没有人可以理解他一样。
每个人其实都很辛苦,或许我们看不见。
就像别人会觉得我是一个很开心很淘气的人一样。

但其实我也是有很多烦恼的。尤其是近两年来自己一个人住,辛苦的时候真的不少: 尤其孤独这件事,但小确幸是自己一个人想做什么都可以啊。还可以租比别人好的房间,想买什么都还真的是可以买。也没什么过的不好的地方。也不是说没有钱回家。

庆幸的是好像越长越大,就发现没有什么事情是无法解决的。如果上班不开心,那就设一个下班后可以令自己开心的计划。不然就想想一个周末可以做的东西。反正是开心 offset 不开心的概念吧。我最多是会念两三句就算了。

其实有时候,我觉得如果自己可怜自己太多,头脑会自然而然地输入说我是真的真的很可怜。
如果告诉自己已经很幸福了,那就真的会比较幸福。

所以我希望大家都可以记住每一次的小确幸,过幸福快乐的生活 😊

也希望钟铉在某个地方已经得到了解脱。 You did well.

Wednesday, February 20, 2019

Photo Dump

Dumping photos as the title says. I always clear photos out to my double hard disk from my PC after I post them on my blog.
As if completing a ritual that no one really cares but me. Hahaha

Sadly, I realize that I don't even take photos as much anymore. 
Because I have the same routine here in Singapore everyday.

I wake up, go to work, go to the gym (used to, now I run outside or do youtube vids at home), eat dinner, watch dramas, sleep. Weekends are the same minus work. Lol.
However, not surprising that I like it. It can be boring at times, but I always feel grateful for having the time alone to do the things I like.
I picked up a lot of new skills and interests in fact. :)

Now just scroll through this blog as if it's an Instagram feed I guess.
I don't think people even read blogs anymore. lol.








These photos are from last year or the year before? Wait because it's 2019 now :O

I would not recommend this palette - so skip!
It's only 4 pounds in UK and the colours are honestly too light for asian skin tone unless you are super fair.




Highly recommend this one!
 I got it for only RM90 on Sephora Malaysia online but the price increased since then. Probably due to weakening of MYR currency. Love the palette except not sure what to do with the super fair shade.

This was from 1 year + ago. I would like to think that I lost a little weight since then.























Still the best colourpop palette tbh. Although most of the shades are with my sister now.


When I cut my hair short and ended up liking it a lot.





















The one reason why I want to go to KL.










This was from when my bf and I went to Swensens Ice Cream buffet.
Yes buffet for like 10sgd because there was 50% off.
I ate so much ice cream and chocolates that my skin went crazy and my body was in shock. Hahahah